Buenos días a todos!
This week went by pretty quickly. Our area's been pretty
hard lately; mostly that it's been hard to find people to teach. That's
probably the hardest part in any area, the most important but also the hardest.
Sometimes you feel like you're doing everything you can with no results. We are
still working through it and trying to help the members help us. The ward has
planned lots of activities this week so hopefully we'll have some more
references to help with our goal of finding new families to teach.
Nothing exciting happened this week. On Saturday my
companion opened up to me that she hasn't been feeling one hundred percent. I
had noticed her energy was down but I didn't want to criticize or make her feel
bad for having a harder time. When we talked about it I kept having different
impressions of things we could read to work through it. During the week I had
studied chapter 1 in PMG which focuses on our purpose as missionaries and which
we read parts of as well as a booklet that they give all new missionaries to
help them adjust. I'd read it a few times in the mission—even though other
companions said it was useless. I'd always found it helpful with whatever I was
facing and it turned out to be just what my companion needed. Too often as
missionaries we feel like we have to do it all—maybe it's something we struggle
with as sister missionaries more so than elders. Anyways, the pamphlet was
exactly what she needed to read to feel better. On Sunday I convinced her to
get a blessing and since then, she's doing even better but more importantly,
she feels like she's doing better and so her confidence is increasing
again.
Thinking back on this experience I remembered a quote from a
talk I read by Elder Nelson. It says "education is the difference between
wishing you could help other people and being able to help them." You
could also say "preparation" in place of "education" and I
really felt this when talking with my companion. I felt that all the times I
had felt down, or discouraged, studying and reading on the topic, all of it was
to help me in that moment with my companion. Every moment we decide to learn
and to prepare, it all helps in that critical moment when someone needs us.
There is always someone in need of our help, we just have to prepare and learn
now so that we can help them when Heavenly Father prompts us to. I know this
Church is true and that the Holy Ghost really does direct our thoughts and
helps us to be better people.
I hope you all have a great week
and that you can find opportunities to serve someone!
Love,
Hermana Bennett